Dearest Baby,

Even though it hurts me so that you think I do not love you enough or miss you enough. Only God knows how much I love and miss you. I love you and miss you more than anyone in this world. But too bad you'll never ever know.

I am sorry that you'll never know the truth because we will not have a future together. We say this before, all that we share now is a no string attached relatinship. Anyone of us can end it anytime without requiring any further explanation.

But each day, I fall in love with you more than I did yesterday. Each day I keep convincing myself not to love you too much so that I won't hurt so much at the end. I don't know how long else I can keep lying to my inner self that I do not love you and that I can't get too closed.

It's always easy to lie to others but it's hard to lie to my heart. How do I know? Because my heart aches each time I say I don't love you. I don't need a lie detector here. My heart is the best lie detector and the aches are the answers.

Sorry but this is the another letter to you which you'll never get to read.

Love always,
Deecy

Tell him!
» Zanzibar on 2007-09-30 11:19:12

To Zanzibar:
I did. I am glad that I did. At least he's honest enough to tell me that he still has a few issues to deal with first before we get serious. Things are so far not the best but definitely better than before :)
» deecy on 2007-10-04 09:03:03

Aw.
» rowenabautista on 2007-10-13 11:44:34

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